general statement

i think i'm going to make a conscious effort to be more honest in these posts. not that i've been lying, but i have been self-conscious of what i write for fear of who's reading. so if i write something about you that you like or dont like, go ahead and let me know how you feel about it. though the disclaimer would be dont take anything too personally especially if written late at night when my judgment tends to be flawed and overemotional and also cause i tend to write spontaneously in stream of consciousness mode. though this does raise the question, why don't i say what i think to you directly? hmm.. that i dont know. i'm probably just too timid. it's not like i'm going to be using this to badmouth people so it's not a case of hiding or talking shit about you behind your back to my other beloved readers. maybe one of these days i'll have the guts to be more direct. maybe tomorrow.
that said, i've edited the below report with a few previously-neglected details.