definition of a boy

from Shahrzad's blog:

one to kiss and hold hands with. a boy to be best friends with, a boy who might someday break my heart. someone who can be here with me right now, listening to the lemonheads and hanging out while i study. someone to watch really terrible movies with. someone to go grocery shopping with. someone who doesn't demand or judge, and who appreciates me for my uniqueness. someone i can be comfortable with. someone who knows me and cares.

they don't always break your heart though. i find hearts to fray gradually until they become thin and threadbare in the middle and one day you look and realize that there's a hole.

but after thinking about this mopey stuff much too much as of late, this weekend i've decided my mission is to find a cute boy and jump him. for those of you unclear of the vernacular, "jump" means simply to smile and speak up and maybe even say something (egads!) as soon as i know i should, instead of quietly slinking away as usual and letting the moment pass. i'm going to be impulsive and overact and underthink and lay on the charm and feminine wiles like nobody's business. yeah.. so watch out.

that said, im dying my hair today at the girly get-together Paige and Shahrzad and I are having in celebration of hair, cheesy movies, and all things estrogen. or something like that. what color?
light blue!